This shall be a post which you probably will never see.  But if you were there reading what I said yesterday, you should know how I feel.  From what I see, it seems as if you only care about yourself.  My feelings haven’t been taken into consideration at all.  Everything is about how you can’t take it anymore and how you hate this and hate that.  But you don’t understand me at all.  Do you understand how it feels when you leave in the middle of the conversation?  Do you understand how it feels to be ignored?  Actually, you should understand the ignoring part since you’ve mistaken me once for ignoring you.  That was the time where I turned my notifications for texting off so nothing popped up.  You can get mad but I can’t?  What the hell?  Honestly, I was already on the edge from everything that has happened, and you literally pushed me off when you did what you did.  Ticked me off.  I literally went crazy.  I knew what I was doing seemed like I was a typical crazy ex, but whatevers.  I don’t care if others judge me.  They know nothing about me.  I believe in good and bad karma, but I don’t understand how every time I do something nice for others, I just get bullshit back.  I have always considered your feelings whenever I did something involving you or even myself.  Because of the things you have done to me, I don’t even want to be with you anymore.  I am tired of this as much as you are.  Maybe even more.  I don’t want to get back together unless you know exactly how I feel.  It’s so annoying when  you’re being selfish.  It’s not even about us anymore.  The whole thing was about you to begin with.  I have already tried to prevent you from getting hurt.  Not my fault that you kept insisting.  Then you left in the middle of the conversation when I refused to tell you.   Haha, so funny.  I LOVE how you leave like that. Not.  What happened to always being there for me?  You broke your promise.  You always run away from the problems involving us.  The only problems you stay to comfort me with are my personal issues that involve either family or school.  Man up.  Seriously.  I understand what you have gone through in the past, but that’s in the past.  You’re not living in the past anymore, so get over it.  What has happened happened.  You can’t change it no matter how much you try.  Enjoy the present and maybe look forward to the future.  Do you know what I think?  I think you’re too weak.  No one likes any of those negative emotions: anger, misery, pain, etc..  Only a person out of their mind would.  You need to learn to deal with such things.  If you can’t even deal with such a simple task, how are you to deal with huge situations?  This is life.  And you can’t even get through a miniscule portion of it.  Yesterday, I also talked to your “friends” that barely know you.  This one guy claimed that you are his best friend.  Unfortunately, he only knows you for merely two days.  How sad.  He also told me what to do when I have known you for five years.  What a moron.  I didn’t even seek such advice.  I also spoke to this other girl.  She says she’s seventeen, yet she’s so immature and speaks like a child.  I don’t believe her.  Why don’t you and your “friends” grow up first?  Hm?